Your truth can only be discovered within the innocence of your awareness. It surfaces within your consciousness when you have given up and surrendered to the life you are living.
There is no need to take courses, attend ashrams or learn new, wild and bizarre techniques. Your life, as it is is preparing you to surrender and become aware.
You do not become aware by running away from your life. You become aware from learning to accept and allow your life to unfold naturally. You make choices and you learn from them. You discover in every challenge and crisis the messages that your soul has prepared for you. You become consciously responsible for your life in every way.
Do not seek to be aware, for in the seeking the mind takes over and you are already off track. Look at your life as it is within and surrender it all from there; Let each day be the path and the journey that will lead you into awareness. It is as simple and natural as that.
Whatever you do with the mind to seek awareness is using the imagination and the imagination will not make you aware. It will only send you on a wild goose chase.